I have someone who puts me on notice when I don't update my blog.... as if I didn't already know that my brain is blank :o) I have her to remind me of it .... She is my one true fan :)I'm sure I have been thumped on the head numerous times, however, I have failed to recall them and document them...or maybe I was in such a state of confusion that I did not even recognize it when I was thumped.... that's really not a good sign, I fear... It's like me trying to tell Sweet Pea something and her totally ignoring me and doing it her way.... be it right or wrong. The other day I was trying to get her attention.... no matter what I said or did, my words were not even going thru one ear to get out the other... it was like a force field had been centered over her and I were speaking to the air. I think that is what it is like with God. He is always trying to talk to me... and for some reason, I don't hear Him.....
I have been dreaming a lot lately.... that is how I use to hear from Him.... trouble is, I don't really recall what it is that I am dreaming... I may recall bits and pieces... but nothing that really makes sense. Or its like I know I dreamed of something and try really hard to recall it because I feel it was important, only to find out that I am in a fog and can't see or remember clearly. I guess if I got up in time each morning and had "quiet time" with God, it might retain in my mind and I would know what it is Im supposed to do.... it's just that I have been so tired that it is all I can do to get to work on time as it is... Clearly there is a problem here...
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